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Decisions, decisions

Tuesday 28 October 2003, 12:28 WST —

I’ve been thinking of doing Computer Science at Uni again. My last effort ended when I got a bit bored and unfocused (i.e. I had more fun in the Common Room and at the CoMA events than actual study). However recently I’ve started to miss the challenge.

And to be honest, I do like doing that kind of stuff. At least, at this point I think I do. I’m not sure if my current job is really making me think as much as I would like, it really just wears me down. Anyway, I’ve contacted the Uni and guess I’ll just have to wait and see.

What is the deal?

Thursday 23 October 2003, 16:12 WST —

Woah, I haven’t posted on here for a long time. Had to move back in with the parents you see. Shit, as they say, has been happening. And I’ve had to think about a few things, you know goals (which I’ve mostly ignored), where I want to go, what I want to do, and how I’m going to go about it.

I really have ignored posting on here for awhile too, well, longer than awhile. Not that it really matters, because I know how many people read this. Nobody!

But that’s not really important, because this site is actually just a kind of public diary, so I can write my thoughts, etc, on what’s been happening and where I am, and where I’ve gone.

But I digress, I’ve been thinking a bit lately, and to be honest I’ve been wasting my time. Lacking direction, goals, feeling a bit bleh to be honest. Well I’ve decided that I should stop wasting my time, and try to get a bit more organsied. I always get these periods of “Yeah, get organised, yeah get going, woo!” which eventually decline into a state of apathy (oh well).

Well, hopefully this time, maybe I’ll manage it. I’ve thought maybe if I spend a bit more time writing here, or something, might help things a bit. So short version, I’ll be posting more of my thoughts and ideas here and see what the result is, or something.